The process of self-identity exploration is a life-long journey. For some it comes naturally. For Janie, it might take years to find, or it might never be found at all. "There are years that ask questions and years that answer (p.25)." As a child, Janie discovers her blueprint, the map of her life, through the nature - pear trees and bees "She saw a dust-bearing bee sink into the sanctum of the bloom ...... So this was a marriage. (p.13)". Janie observes the bees pollinate a blossom inspire her knowledge of sexual awakening. She encounters ideological conflict when she implies the blueprint into her situations which, and the effects of these conflicts can alter her personality into two identities - internally and externally.…
