Imagine watching an unsettling video and not being able to press the stop button or the pause button. That is what bipolar disorder feels like. You are watching yourself do things and counteract in things that you don't have any control over or wouldn't normally or want to partake in. It's like you lose control over yourself and don't have the power to stop what is happening even though you know that you should and it would be the right thing to do. So eventually, you regret things that you do or have done, or have this fear as to what is next to come. You are overwhelmed with fear, a…
