Today was just like every other day. I stared at my wife Ashley's picture in my fire locker and at are two-year-old son, Jeff had just learned to walk and was just starting to talk. He would mumble words but it was still impressive. I kissed each picture as a daily routine. I didn't have a lot of time to spend with the two of them. The time I did spend was always precious and some of the happiest days of my life. A wife of 15 years and a high school sweet heart Ashley and we spent a lot of time together. I moved my head in a down ward sense in hope of falling asleep. …