I'm not saying that I am trying not to like them, I'm just finally viewing them for who they are and not getting these feelings that I had in high school. I believe that by eliminating this lust, I will become a better person in that I do and will continue to view Women as what they are and be able to have close relationships with them, and not always think of what I would like to do because it's not worth it and it's not necessary.
In conclusion, I would like to say that even though it may seem that I am bias towards Christian beliefs, I am not. My beliefs and views on things just differ and it may be a result of how I was raised but it is what I truly believe. This imposition of a new community really brought forward my "true" beliefs and I am grateful for it. I am not going to exclude myself from this new community but embrace it because it has done more for my faith than I ever could have imagined.
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